Sunday, April 24, 2016

I Want to Be Better Than This

“Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.”
― Terry Pratchett, A Hat Full of Sky

Every day I think about how I can grow and change my work to be better and I hit a wall.  I feel like I am stuck in this bubble that will never ever pop.  I feel trapped and suffocated with no idea on where to go, how to improve and how to grow and change. I ask for help and I get nothing of any use to me.  Telling me to change my perspective does little in terms of advice.  All it does is make me sit in my bubble and ask "how do I do that?" The frustration makes me just want to throw my laptop out my window and give up . . .

I Want to Be Better Than This

Unedited Close Ups

CREDITS:

On Me:
Bodysuit: Monster Girl by Nightmare *New*
Hair: Bad Habit by Magika *New*
Horns: Rose & Pearl Headdress by Love @ The Fantasy Faire *New*
Wings: Ayano in Rose by Faeline Fairy Wings @ The Fantasy Faire *New*
Tattoo: Mahika Tattoo RARE by Nanika @ Sanarae *Coming Soon*
Skin: Ymke DROW Freckled by 7 Deadly Skins @ The Fantasy Faire *New*
Pose w/ Bauble: Glass Ornament by Anc

Scene:
Fantasy Faire Dragon 2016 by Beyond Majestic @ The Fantasy Faire *New*
Toadstool Magical Table by Chez Moi @ Lost & Found *New*
Legacy Realms Garden Walls & Trees by BamPu Legacies @ The Fantasy Faire *New*